there's a point when you need to just sit down because you've lost the ability to breathe, and it's not like anything around you ever gets any fucking better.
in fact it just keeps getting fucking worse. how can you deal with work, fixing a fucked up relationship, and trying to figure out if you can even go back to school?
i wnt to give up, but i can't- if only because i know that if i stop for five seconds, to try and give up, i'll never get back up.